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Day 67: Brain Dumps to Clarity


There's something about darkness that amplifies mental chaos, isn't there? My brain feels like a browser with 74 tabs open, all playing different songs simultaneously, and I can't find the mute button.

So what did I do? I reached for a pen. An actual, physical, ink-containing implement that people apparently used before keyboards. Revolutionary stuff, this.

Why Your Brain Resembles My Teenage Bedroom

We've all been there, haven't we? That mental state where thoughts are piling up like dirty laundry. Important tasks mixing with random observations about how cats always land on their feet but toast always lands butter-side down. (Has anyone ever strapped toast, butter-side up, to a cat's back? Would it hover? These are the questions keeping me awake.)

The ancient Greeks had a word for this mental state: "polypragmosyne" , the condition of having too many things to do. Granted, they weren't trying to remember Netflix passwords or wondering if they'd responded to that passive-aggressive email from Karen in Accounting, but the principle remains.

Even Solomon, wisest being in Biblical history, understood this conundrum. In Ecclesiastes 12:12, he lamented, "Of making many books there is no end, and much study wearies the body." If he were alive today, he'd probably update it to: "Of making many WhatsApp groups there is no end, and much scrolling wearies the thumb."

The Magic of Brain Dumping 

The first time I heard the term "brain dump," I pictured something requiring medical attention. Turns out, it's just posh speak for "writing down all the rubbish floating around in your head."

According to a 2011 study from Harvard Business School, writing down our thoughts creates what psychologists call a "cognitive offload." It's like having a friend help you carry shopping bags, except the friend is paper and the shopping bags are your chaotic thoughts.

But why does it work? Why does transferring thoughts from brain to page feel like releasing pressure from a valve?

Daniel Levitin, author of "The Organized Mind," suggests that our brains simply weren't designed to hold and process the volume of information we subject them to. We've got a processor built for tracking predators and finding berries, and we're using it to remember 17 different passwords and that thing we need to pick up from Tesco.

The Biblical Precedent (Because Everything Good Has One)

Writing things down isn't some new-age, crystal-hugging practice. It's biblical, mate.

In Habakkuk 2:2, the Lord instructs: "Write down the revelation and make it plain on tablets so that a herald may run with it."

God didn't say "try to remember this important message" or "maybe set a phone reminder." He said WRITE IT DOWN. On tablets. Granted, He meant stone tablets, not iPads, but the principle stands.

Even earlier, in Exodus, Moses didn't try to memorise the Ten Commandments. That would've been a disaster. "Thou shalt not... erm... covet thy neighbour's... donkey? Wife? WiFi password? I'm pretty sure it was something along those lines." No. He wrote them down. Smart chap, Moses.

Where I Pretend to Understand Neuroscience

There's actual scientific evidence supporting this writing lark. Dr. James Pennebaker from the University of Texas (because if I can't mention Harvard again, Texas will do) found that expressive writing can improve working memory by reducing intrusive and avoidant thoughts about negative experiences. Read that again!

In simpler terms, when you write down your worries, your brain can stop playing them on repeat like that one annoying song from 2013 that you still can't get out of your head. (You know the one.)

There's also the fascinating concept of "transactive memory" proposed by psychologist Daniel Wegner. It suggests that we use external tools like written notes as extensions of our own memory systems. It's like outsourcing parts of your memory to paper, freeing up mental bandwidth for more important tasks. Like remembering where you left your car keys. Or your car.

From Chaos to Clarity

The real magic happens in the transformation from brain dump to organised thought. It's like watching one of those home makeover shows, except instead of converting a garage into a luxury spa, you're turning "AAAAAAARGH!" into actionable steps.

This process reminds me of the Greek myth of Theseus and the Minotaur. Theseus entered the labyrinth, a perfect metaphor for our tangled thoughts and used Ariadne's thread to find his way back out. Writing is our thread. It helps us navigate the labyrinth of our minds without getting eternally lost in the "I should probably water my plants but first I need to check if that actor from that show is the same one from that other show" maze.

David Allen, author of "Getting Things Done" (a book I've recommended to everyone but have only read 37% of), suggests that our stress doesn't come from having too much to do, but from incomplete agreements with ourselves about what we're NOT doing in the moment.

Writing things down closes those loops. It's like telling your brain, "It's alright, mate. I've got this covered. You can stop reminding me every three minutes."

The Final Word (Until Tomorrow's Chaos)

The irony isn't lost on me that I'm writing about writing things down.

Perhaps writing things down is the first step in choosing what we think about, rather than letting our thoughts choose us.

So now We acknowledge the chaos. We put pen to paper. We find clarity.

(Even when we'd really, really rather be sleeping.)

We write things down.

Because this is what we do now. 

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